The story of a ordinary gal

Poly life.

2009-07-29T00:35:00.002+08:00

post post ! wow, been so long since i am back for this blog :D LOL . anyone notice me? hahah !

2008-06-29T01:00:00.004+08:00

This picture always remind me of the fun we had together during the CIP !
NTU !
hahahahaha ! We had a relay too . fun fun fun !
Too bad i think we will not have such chance anymore .

Hi, blogger. I neglected you right ?
But i am back !
I think i will be using livejournal from now on.
But i will come back once in a blue moon =x
Had my livejournal link up on the first link of my link list. hahaha

2008-06-23T21:51:00.002+08:00

Woohoo ~!

Found back my livejournal !
kailin316.livejournal.com

thx to Elleen CHUA for teaching me how to use a livejournal !
PUKE =X

2008-06-23T19:04:00.006+08:00

And every night i miss you , i can just look up and know the stars are holding you tonight .First day of school, great ! :D
Everything is still the same . As usual, meet Shinee and Xinyi.
Saw the cutest Jean Tan again . suey .
And saw Zhiqi and Millie.
Good start of the day =x LOL !
Geo lesson was fun.
Png, Wang and I was quarreling and fighting over something
LOL !
VANESSA U LOST ! HAHAHA !
ok if i continue typing i will start to type out every single thing i do today.
Never ending .

Change topic !

Hurhur ~
Reflected yesterday night. After so long . LOL .
Hope it's not just temporary =x

Suddenly felt very guilty for not going E/Amaths exam today
when Mr Aw pass me the test paper .
I thought he will just hack care and not give me the test paper man.
So, in order to minimize my guilt,
I do finish all the question in class ! ok not all but left 3 quest =x

From today onwards, I, Yeo Kai Lin, me me me ,
am not going to pon any mock exams anymore !

2008-06-20T23:59:00.006+08:00

Kungfu panda movie tickets !

Eaten in the middle of the night . My supper :D

Minnie mouse =x

And today attempt to go Mutts and Mitten failed ! =(
We went to other pet shop instead .
PRAWN
i love this dogs !
Amelia got a love bite from .....
uncivilized .

Today is a fun day !
hahahaha !
After coming back from farmway,
Went to AMK hub to watch Never back down .
I think this is the title.
Nice movie !

watch kungfu panda on wed,
Zohan on thur
and nvr back down on fri !

3 movie on 3 days but u paid only $11.50 for the 3 movie.
Thanks for the treat charmaine !
I still owe u ur very belated birthday present now =x
And patrick for treating everyone of us half price =x

I have nice friends =x ahem . hahaha !

2008-06-20T12:17:00.003+08:00

11 FLOWERS outing yesterday !

nono, Eileen i didn't betray you .It's Millie who lean against Amelia not me =x

Fun day out with 花儿 !

&&& i slept at 10pm yesterday !
Omg . i was shock.
Also good la, no need do anything to make my sleeping time go back to
normal one alrdy ^^

Millie is finally back from India ! :D
Good to see you back in 2 and a half piece.
And pngpngpng !
Jus wanna tell you you're the strongest girl i ever know !
SMILE GIRL !
Cheapo outing soon ! :D

I think i have sleepy face !
Nonono, mayb sleepy eyes. ahhh whatever.
LOL!
Since April, i have been starting to feel energetic-less i don know why !
i cant high one sia .
Like so no energy. wtf. what kind of english man . so no energy -.-
So long since i went wild ! =(

This post is dedicated to Millie.Q
Yes, i am sorry i so 不自量力 come challenge you.
I learnt my mistake .
Will you lighter my sentence and not ask me to confess ? =)
You're the
most pretty girl alive !
WOW !

大人有大量 !

2008-06-17T23:20:00.001+08:00

MILLIE !!! PLS COME BACK ASAP !!!
I GOT MILLION AND BILLIONS OF THINGS TO TELL U !!! =(((

2008-06-17T19:46:00.006+08:00

Havaianas . All mine :D

red face
pull her ear
SITB
accidentally spilt some chivas
Vanessa step on a "pig" face
i looked tall with hello kitty blanket
tt's long
zhiqi is dead

LOL!
Had a fun time man !
Love the talking part when they came over my house.
Woohoo ~!

After that in the evening,
ta-dah !
Pat with blazer .

We took blazer and maxer down for a walk =x

pee-ing
cute blazer !
met his new mate ^^
blazer is turned on my maxer !

Woohoo ~

I had a company now.
Prawning and crabbing and picking seashell company .
Members inside, me pat and char.
Yeah .
May our business proper ! =/

2008-06-15T16:50:00.003+08:00

Hurhur.

There's so many contradictions in life .

Sometimes you just hope for something to be back to you but when
it's finally returned, you just felt it isn't the same anymore.
&&&
you will start wondering what you really want actually .
ok . This sounds like saying a friend of mine but i am just putting myself
in your situation :D haha .

In life, u can have friends that you can trust no matter what.
But what if one day your friends start to mix with the wrong company and
become the someone who is no longer him/her ?
What will you do to make the friend come back ? Or will you just let him/her
be until he/she realise it herself/himself ?

ok . i am posting rubbish !
I don know why i feel like posting all these after reading Caroline's blog !
hahaha .
& i like this few sentence of hers .
"Everyone is biased.
Maybe you're caught in a difficult situation,
but in your heart, somewhere, you've already got your answer.
Yet you're just finding ways to convince yourself,
that decision you made was the right one."

ok . I should get going now !
bye !

2008-06-13T17:32:00.003+08:00

Hi !
I am currently at Bestie's house now :o
Waiting for her to bath.
hohoho !

Had a nightmare jus now :O
Actually it should be afternoonmare =x cos i slept in the afternoon just now.
So damn funny. So long didn't had any dreams alrdy x=

Going to Century Square and off to Ky's house later !

bye !

2008-06-13T03:09:00.006+08:00

disgusting amelia

she took it herself =x

ODAC !

spot my head =x

sleepy + emo ?

edmond !

LOL!

oh hongbin is coming back today !

love this pic! :D

My brother.

Same jersey and pillow !

I almost give up prawning jus now .
But i suddenly got the mood you see ;D
So i didn't really lose to Millie.
In fact, i level up !
To level 2 :D
ok . mayb enough of prawning . sounds bad.

Patrick, Charmaine and Water polo damn cute !
Now having supper !
hahahaha !
i think they're reaching home soon .
hoho !

&&& black had MIA for the whole night !
omg .
Cant contact her .
where have u gone to man !!!

ok .
Good news and bad new.
Millie leaving tomorrow but hongbin's coming back ! :D
Off to bed ! bye !

2008-06-12T01:34:00.002+08:00

ohhh . i feel so high now .
Not really high but happy you see :)

I have a new occupation .
Prawning .
Millie loves fishing but mine is prawning.
She goes for money but i go for maturity *wink*
&&& my prawn know how to throw stone ! omfgx .

Ok . Currently level 1 now .
Know abit of family background now, abit of occupation, abit of
hobbies and abit of schedule .

ok . Don understand what i am typing right ?
Nvm .
You know i know he know she know we know can alrdy .
Bye .
Off to webcam with Millie ! :D

oh ya. Amelia changed her name to Chamelia :D

2008-06-12T00:01:00.000+08:00

sry millie =(

2008-06-10T21:41:00.003+08:00

Long overdue pic !

hohohoho !

hongbin a.k.a binnie is leaving to Bintan tmr :o
take care and von boyage !
We will miss u !
Rmb to bring along your wednesday, thursday and friday's picture
including ur beloved one =x LOL!

bye !

2008-06-09T20:26:00.000+08:00

i love you eileen ang ! :D

oh, god damn love .

2008-06-09T02:41:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Kellynn! :D

2008-06-08T01:51:00.016+08:00

Back to upload many many many pictures ! ;D

Amelia 是个小白兔

millie meinu sexy

First night in school was great !
My first time sleeping in school man . hohoho
look at wanling
sneaked out to take Mac from the guys .
I love this pic !
The 4s =x
ky had jus quit happy family and join ke's :o
i am so jealous !
3 kes VS one happy family .
We're abusing Kangyi in the middle of the night :0
Look at Eileen's face !
Step kangyi =x
this pic damn funny !
Look at shinee's face x=
Ta-dah ! The Ke's .
Eileen looked sad that millie is replaced =x
Kangyi seems so happy to be part of ke's.
I am neutral . serious millie .

ok .we're still loving =x
muack to eileen ! :D
acting cute
/-\
She has become my twinnie =x hahaha !

The next day, we went to Yishun Safra ! :D
Hi it's us again the 4s =x
Ahmad super cute la !
we're best friend :D
Ex of OYX .
i looked so sour =x LOL!
We're so kind to make the word YX . tsk tsk tsk !
Millie challenging Kangyi in rock climbing !
Eileen Ang reached the top ! :D
is this shinee ?
amelia makes it to the top eventually ! :D

Headed to Ubin after that !
Pitch our tent and slack for quite a long time .
I suddenly miss the beach there =/
ongliuyun !

Throw many rocks into the sea and it bounced up 2 times !
Woohoo ~! Damn shiock .
Next time i will make sure it bounced up thrice .

shinee and sandy throwing stone

Played treasure at night. It was scary at first, super dark.
Walked for 2hr ++ . Muscle ache now =x
Couldn't sleep at night.
Luckily Charmaine,Millie and Weichong was still awake .
Went outside our tent and have a nice chat with them . hohoho !
Our lightstick :D

Packed our stuffs early in the morning and it rain !
Everyone was so dirty and wet !
Nice experience .
After that cabbed home with xinyi amelia and sandy .
hahaha .
But overall i think it was fun ! :D

Shall end this post with this pic ! =D
<3

2008-06-07T10:18:00.002+08:00

Back from camp !
shag .
Slept less than for 4hrs for this whole trip !
Will upload the picture when i am free !

Omg .. For the whole camp, i kept thinking of playing pool !
Heard that they upgrade themself to 9 ball ?
isit 9 ball ? forget the name.
i just know that patrick is ball-less . Therefore, i think he cant play 9 balls.
Sorry for being so gl.
You see, 3D2N nobody for me to gl so the moment i come back i need to find some trouble.

omg .
I miss Elleen,Charmaine,Patrick,Hongbin etc etc la !
I wonder if kiki miss me =x i know CITB must have miss me
truckloads that her daughfy started cursing me at citb's livejournal :o

ok .
Going to Chalet afterwards .

ok . bye. i shall try to get some sleep .
People, if going for pool later please call meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

2008-06-04T23:19:00.002+08:00

woooo ~~~
i am back ! :D:D:D:D

Ytd St James was bored .
I was either standing there or seating there . omfgx
Get down to the dance floor and i didn't even move !
The music cant make me high =0
Mayb clubbing isn't my type but a very good experience .
& very great thanks to Hongbin and Patrick for accompanying me . hoho

Today. My "da yi ma" visit me ! :D
Feeling so damn moody in the afternoon.
My initial plan was to get my shorts tgt with amelia then shopping with black ,
But in the end i went to zq's house and we went
tm to collect my wonderful N73 !
Woohooo ~! Love it so much now . tsk tsk tsk .
After that we started to have shopping mood because of GSS !!!
OMFGXXX .
Shop and shop and back home ! :D

Feeling so happy and high now !
PMS ROCKS ! ^^

2008-06-01T23:55:00.001+08:00

communications - doubt
understanding - doubt
reliance - doubt
gaining or losing - doubt

2008-05-30T00:47:00.002+08:00

Random pic

Finally checked through the answer for chinese O level just now
which i didn't dare to cos i know i made many mistakes.
Haha . & i was right !
30 marks . I scored 15 :D
Well done kailin .
Damn angry and disappointed with myself.
But what's the point ?

Sometimes i hate really myself for being too happy go lucky .
Grrrrrrr .
Nvm . What done cannot be undone .

I kick my laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaggggggyyyyy N73 aside !
*KICKED*
Gonna service my N73 next week . Bloody fuck.
Cant receive sms. Charmaine you're right =(
Change to my mother's phone .
2 mega . But i feel so much comfortable using that .
Because i can save alot of time :D

I skipped all the mock exam except for science .
Decided to give it a miss too for Emaths P1.
What an attitude .

Nvmmmmmmmmm .
Shall take some time for a good reflection later .

2008-05-28T20:32:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AMELIA ! :D

Thanks black for helping me change blogskin ! :D

Many many pictures to upload !

The bunny is for Amelia !
Look at this retard here ! Lao baby . LOL!
On the way to Amelia's house .
Random pic =x
Hey i am in front not at the back !
Rabbit x=
HAPPY NEW YEAR :D
Ahem . not accurate one !
Take 2
On the way home !
short legs =x
saw the heart shape cloud ?this was the hairstyle of someone during sec 1
kawaii nehXxXx ....
Pervert
Paste behind Amelia's door !
Highway ~
Far far away .
Seriously LOVE this pic alot ! :D
B.F.F LOL!
Edited :D

Super super tired now !
Not going for humanities tomorrow. Lack of sleep man .

2008-05-26T16:51:00.003+08:00

The 4s =x

Finally cleared one major exam .
& it's haunting me now !!!
Many people said that it is easy but i find it kinda difficult .
Made so many error in close passage .

Nvm .. I am going to AMK hub arcade to relieve my unwanted worries away =x
Let's flunk emaths tomorrow !
Not intending to study anyway . Mayb i shall just look through the formula later .

I AM IN THE HOLIDAY MOOD ALRDY ! ^^

Stolen from Charmaine's livejournal =x

2008-05-19T12:37:00.005+08:00

Yesterday night was shiock !
After studying with Eileen, we headed off to CITB's house .

Hi, I am Kevin . I was drunk again -.-

Yoyo . I am Lester

Kevin " i miss Zhiqi....."

Where's Zhiqi ??? I wan jump down alrdy ..

Attention to the pic below ! KEVIN AND PATRICIA LC-ed !!!

Kevin: "Forgive me Eileen =((( "

Kanna dragged out of the house

"exercising"

hongbin vomited =x

He's dying ..

It was super duper funny yesterday night !
Luckily my Bro drove me home in the morning .
hohoho !

2008-05-17T01:33:00.009+08:00

Long overdue pics

kevin's soulmate
Millie's cute face

You're pretty.

meditating

Both looking so sian

Zhiqi's face =x

tsk tsk tsk ! They never stop fighting over their similar love ones

Really so diff for u to take a pic with me ?

FINE

My Thurs =x

Amelia's Friday

Dead ?!

Vanessa goes " AHHHH "

Eileen ! saw that ?!

My current =x

stomachache

Clowns

fun time sharing =x

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Suck .

2008-05-16T18:04:00.002+08:00

MY GEO !!!!!!!!
I AM DYING .........
PRE-PRELIM GEO IS JUST 5 DAYS AWAY AND I AM JUST STUCK AT THE
FIRST CHAP . NOT EVEN FINISHED WITH THE FIRST CHAP !
I AM DYING .

I told myself to be more self-disciplined not to go out until chinese o level.
But "black pretty jiejie" told me
It's FRIDAY today and we cant stay at home !
Make sense right !?
So, i am going to meet the usual later =x

i am feeling so guilty. .. =(

To minimise my guilt,
I want to sing a song to my geography textbook .

Ready .
1
2
3

I'm sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

Sorry blame it on me - Akon .

MUAHAHAHA !

ok . i better go study now !!! =x

2008-05-15T00:52:00.001+08:00

feeling so damn useless.
Grrr .

2008-05-11T01:52:00.002+08:00

The previous post was posted by Elleen !
GRRR .
I will have my revenge soon !
hahaha .

Wow .
Tomorrow's kevin's birthday .
Then millie's !
Then my mother !

oh wow. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY ! =X

hmm ..

2008-05-09T00:53:00.000+08:00

Kailin: boy, you know i love you <3

OoOoOoOpS ! =X

Peace OUT :D

2008-05-08T23:41:00.002+08:00

Elleen :" 我 BAD MOOD 都是我身边的人搞出来的!"

OoOoOoOpS ! =X

World Peace .

2008-05-07T20:44:00.003+08:00

I feel like posting but there's nothing i can post.
Lalalalala ~

I seriously need somr sleep !
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

Today was fun ! =D
Bballed, Pooled, Uno Stacko,Daidi and bla bla bla .

I wan to sleep real soon ! byebye .

Pool Pool Pool !
My addiction is back ! :D

2008-05-06T20:54:00.002+08:00

Changes everywhere.

Feeling so pissed off just now =x
I shall control my temper !
Since it's none of my business anyway .

Elleen ! Please cheer up !
Saw ur blog and i miss your laughter ! <3

&&&
PNG zhiqi owe me and Millie a "Pulau Ubin" trip !
Ahem !
You promised to bring along sth ! =x
HAHAHA !

Tomorrow's going to celebrate Vanessa's birthday at white tangerine !

Shinee ! Jy for ur exam :D Today was funny =x

2008-05-05T21:07:00.003+08:00

Dont ever lie, to protect your reputation .

PE today like after 2 weeks ! =D
Sweat like shit.
BUT IT FINALLY RAINED TODAY !!!
The weather has been super hot this few days .

Eileen used to tell me
in life, we always cant get what we want .
Something like that if i remember correctly.
I always dont understand what she mean until today ! =x
I AM ENLIGHTENED !
MUAHAHAHA !
As times goes by, you tend to see and experience more things.
hurhur ~
Growing up process ! haha !

This is my "cube" bank which i bought with Shinee 2 years ago .
I still remember we quarreled over this thing =x
LOL !
Long since we quarreled ! =x Shall we do it someday ?
hahaha ! joking !

bye !

2008-05-04T02:07:00.001+08:00

My poor feet =((( Dirty right ? cos i havent wash my feet ^^

and my poor thumb hurts like hell now !!!

2008-05-04T01:32:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA !

Ke's

I am suffering from insomnia this few nights !
Damn ...
Isit telepathy with Millie ?! :O

Life is soooooo sooooo soooo unpredictable =x
I suddenly feel like typing this i don know why .
I was about to type "mayb something unpredictable thing happened to me"
when my ex lover started chatting to me on msn :X
I was just thinking to msn him this few days .
Life is really unpredictable.

Hurhur.
& my JJ online ! :D

I shall be a future MVP :D
(Millie, national NO KICK!)

2008-05-03T00:41:00.004+08:00

Headed to vivo sky park like so finally !!!my footprint =x

dead corpse ?

fi is camera shy =x

Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy . nights ! =D

2008-05-01T00:27:00.005+08:00

So many many many pictures to post ! =D

ah neh :X
Taken from Eileen's house
KITB
I find this pic nice sia.

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CITB & EITB

Went jogging with Millie and Wanling yesterday at those private estate .
Saw many many nice bungalow and semi-detached houses !
I wan to own those houses when i grow up =x
fishing time :X

I wan to own the whole level when i grow up =x
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
Memorable path =X
back to 1960s.

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Today !
blur blur
big head and small head
melancholy :x
Amelia has long arms .
Elleen can float !
yay ! i'm the tallest ! =D

That's about it !
Didn't manage to play pool today which i promise myself not to !
*Grin*
This was few days ago .
Me hitting the number 13. i shall break the curse someday ^^

2008-04-29T21:06:00.002+08:00

give my world to Jiro =x

my toothbrush =x

hate this !!!
sueyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ..

2008-04-27T13:39:00.000+08:00

Sadly, the more important the project or subject is to the person,
the more formidable becomes the "fear of failure barrier" --
until many become blocked completely and drop out or back away.
The fear can be a prison.

To attack it you need first to be aware of it,
then consider how sensitive you are to criticism.
Many highly creative persons "uncensor" themselves until they get a job done,
and leave the judging to a
trusted friend or family member.

=x

2008-04-27T13:13:00.002+08:00

Did a research on Teen Emotions !

As a teenager, you may be dealing with lots of emotional highs and lows. One minute you might feel great, and the next you feel sad and tearful. This kind of shift in your moods is okay!

Your life is changing, just like your body. These mood swings are not just hormones - you may be feeling a lot more pressure these days, and you are still developing the skills you need to deal with that pressure. You may be facing added responsibilities at home, tougher grading policies in school and your friends may be changing.

As you grow older you will develop the skills you need to manage stress, but for now, just remember you are in a tough spot and need all the support you can get. Reach out to adults and friends -- there is always someone there who cares for you. This section is devoted to issues involving emotions and relationships.

2008-04-27T00:58:00.002+08:00

& i started to question myself, who have i opened up to ?

Pool yesterday ! :D
Every Saturday seems like a Pool Day for us . haha !

soooooooooooooooooo hungry now !
waaaa . the moment i type this my ah ma tell me in teochew
"eh, lee dou yao mama wu buey loti"
In English, You hungry mama got buy bread .
She can read my mind sia !
LOL!

Just now while walking home with HB super suey sia !
Saw one black cat in the middle of the path .
This one still ok .
After that, the bush suddenly move !!!
wtfwtf . i thought what sia.
End up i look into the bush, i saw one pair of shining eyes and heard a meow -.-
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亲爱的朋友，我好久没有看见你的笑容了。

2008-04-22T17:23:00.004+08:00

giving up, not my choice .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANDY TAI TAI ! :)

Wanna play some games ?
Mission : Your mission is to find the following 3 items .
1.Find a golden pig
2.Find the cartoon of dog's footprint .
3.Find a dark bronze circle button

Click to enlarge . haha

Scroll down for answer.

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2008-04-20T21:25:00.001+08:00

APP =x

Which one nicer ?

TM with eileen today ! :D
Talked alot about her beautiful past =X

Okok . Going meet black and guys at kovan !!!
AHHHH ..Been coming back home so late this few days.
and feel so guilty now !!!
Friday, i came home at 2.30am
Saturday,12.30am
Yesterday was a "hiong" day man.
Afternoon meet fi and anderlin, go home.
Then dinner with Amelia, go home.
Then midnight, Supper with Eileen. Go home.
Ok . so today 11.30pm i must reach home !

At least got improvement.
AND I WILL MAKE SURE I WILL COME BACK HOME BEFORE 12 THE NEXT TIME
I AM GOING OUT !!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!
Someone please stop me if i break the promise. GRRR

my mother is feeling unhappy about it .
I called her just now to tell her i am going out and she told me to ask my Dad .
And my Dad, being the very strict one,
ALLOWED ME TO GO OUT !!!!
HE ROCKS HE ROCKS HE ROCKS !
I thought he will just give me a straight no which he did most of the time .
WOOOOOHOOOOOO ~!

I realise i have been playing pool every week man .
Shit .
I am leaving such a messy life with no organise time table .
okok . don know what i am talking about .

Millie's post is so meaningful today .
And hopes tmr PE Mr Iswaran allowed my to play basketball ! ^^

&&&&&
I did not to study for humanities test tomorrow .
Feeling abit guilty again because i normally study every tests
But no choice . i have my reasons . a lousy excuse .

okok . enough of my nonsense .
BYE !

2008-04-19T21:18:00.005+08:00

Anderlin's birthday celebration at Clarity !

Bangla, mushroom head, pao

Today !
Meet Anderlin and Fidelis at Compass !

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Her house
Really feel like slapping her for this pic =X

So, i pretend that i didn't feel anything

2008-04-18T17:51:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday ANDERLIN YEO ! :D

Going to celebrate Anderlin birthday later !
It's your sweeeeeeeet 16 today !
Let me sing a birthday song for you .

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you !
Happy birthday to ANDERLIN YEO !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !

May ALL your dreams come true !!! ^^

It's been the 4th year since i got to know you and you really
make a good friend !
You've never failed to be there for your friend when they need you .
Stay stay always !

2008-04-17T23:26:00.003+08:00

I admire PNG ZHIQI !
Seriously you rocks ! hahahaha !!!

Half an hour more to anderlin's birthday ! Wooohooo ~
Tomorrow will be your BIG DAY !
:D

Having super super wierd thoughts in me this few days.
Grrrrrrrrrrrrr !
Irritating sia . sia sia sia sia sia sia .

To love or not to love
To leave or to stay
To think or to avoid
To run or to walk
To be happy or to be sad
To be or not to be =X

opened .

2008-04-16T15:52:00.002+08:00

The Rules.
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
4. With the answers down, or even comment on it.
5. Tag 5 people.

1) How are you feeling today?
Never let you go-Janice
Omgomg i cant let who go ? LOL

2) Will you get far in life?
Doing too much
Which means i am doing too much for it ?

3) What's your best friend's theme song?
深呼吸
i didn't remember any of my best friend who love this song .

4) What is the story of your life?
Lil L.O.V.E
So little love =((( haha!

5) What was high school like?
Now that you got it

6) How can you get ahead with life?
至少还有我
LOL

7) Whats the best thing about your friends?
改变自己
i have flexible friends.

8) Describe your grandparents.
爱情学测
hahah !

9) How's your life going?
浦公英德约定
Where's my 浦公英???

10) What will be played at my funeral?
幸福背后
Oops . I will die so sadly =(

11) Will you have a happy life?
甜甜的
I will have a sweet life ! :D

12) What do your friends really think of you?
说你爱我
My friend dont feel my love =///

13) Do people secretly lust after you?
Over you
What's lust ? =x

14) How can you make yourself happy?
Tu Amor
:D

16) Will you ever have children?
对望

17) What song would you strip to?
发现爱
wtf .

18) What does your mom think of you?
In love again
hahahah ! She didn't even know !!!

19) What is your deep, dark secret?
靠近一点点
Close to me and you'll know .

20) What is your enemy's theme song?
夏雪

21) Whats your personality like?
听袁惟仁弹吉他
Listening to guitar ?

22) What will be played at your wedding?
Innocence
Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
LOL !!

Amelia,Millie,Eileen,Shinee and Jean please do it ! :D

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I am addicted to Meltz . Been eating it this few days .
hahaha !

This 2 days suck ! I spoiled my day man . i just lost myself . grr .
nvm . It's all over ~

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

2008-04-13T16:18:00.004+08:00

Today, is a "special" day =x

okok .

I dont know why for the past few days i've been blaming my life
for being so dull .
It's all about school --> home -->sleep and school again .
I hate such life .
I want my life to be like the past where there's so many fun activities ahead .
Yeah it's impossible because tests are all coming up and Prelims .
All because of the stupid 'O'range level exam we're taking .

16 isn't a fun year .
Waste that sweet year with those printed in black and white words.
Grrr ..

I shall be more optimistic and it's just a few more month of suffering
and i will be able to continue saying my verse.
I got the time of the whole world .

I felt so happy whenever i said that because i felt i am so free ..

Nvm . What's important is the process yeah ?
The process of studying ...
Zzz ..

Studying is fun .
Studying is fun .
Studying is fun .
Studying is fun .
Studying is fun .

Grats to shinee ! for passing your 2 stars kayaking :D
YOU'RE BRAVE ! ^^

2008-04-12T02:21:00.003+08:00

wtf wtf wtf wtf !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GUESS WHAT ?!?!?!?

JJ ADD ME IN FRIENDSTER !!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SCREAM
SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HE FINALLY GOT A FRIENDSTER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SUPER HANDSOME PLS ! TOO BAD NO 6 PAC !!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!

MOST IMPORTANTLY HE LOVE SONGS SING BY JAY CHOU AND AND AND !!

HE GOT THE SAME ZODIAC AS ME !!!

WHICH MEANS HE MIGHT BE A MARCH BABY !!!

WTF WTF WTF !!!

AND AND AND AND
ONE OF HIS FRIEND CALLED HIM POOL NOOB !!!
AHHH !!!
PEOPLE USE TO CALL ME THAT TOO !!!!!too bad i am a pro now =x
FATE FATE FATE FATE FATE !!!
AHHHHH

CNT SLEEP TONIGHT ALRDY !!!
I AM GG CRAZY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-10T18:36:00.002+08:00

i want to do so many things now !

i want to go to the beach
i wan to ride bicycle
i wan to play badminton
i wan to play basketball
i want to play soccer :S
i wan to play pool =x (despite being such a ~~noob~~)
i wan to go to changi airport =x
ahhhhh !!!

I just don like the feeling of staying at home and going to school
and coming back home again and the cycle continue .

IT'S SOOOOO BOREDDDDD ...

grrrrrrrrrrrrrr ..

Love my speaker man .
The sound that come out from it so echo-ish . LOL !!!

sia sia sia sia sia sia sia sia sia sia sia sia
sio sio sio sio sio sio sio sio sio sio sio iso
wor wor wor wor wor wor wor wor wor

LOL!

2008-04-09T22:32:00.003+08:00

First time going to Eileen's house today =x

Millie is protected by Eileen ! AMELIA, SEE THAT ?! =x

KESsy =x

Millie's attempt to push me away ! =(

Sexy

:D
fun day !

the past is the past
the present is the present
the future is the future .

2008-04-09T22:20:00.002+08:00

Everything went wrong :o

Just now while having tuition, i saw my tuition teacher's leg got
tattoo =x
Dont know temporary one or real one . I chua dio .
Then actually i dont feel like doing the math question she told me to do,
after seeing the tattoo, i guai guai do ah.
Later she beat me =(

ok crap .

2008-04-08T16:23:00.002+08:00

hurhurhur ~
Just read finish Millie's post and MILLIE !
It's capture your attention !
wrong mehs ? =x walao . i thought u so nice after 2.4 come concern about me.
hai hai hai .
HANA . You're so happy with your new bf that u don need me anymore.
LOL!!! =x

ok ! Anyway, today in class plus yesterday night u seems like you wanted
to tell me something =x
Call me when you free ya ! :D Very long the FCUKYOU nvr appear alrdy :D

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okok . Having sleepless night this few days !
Soooooooo tired in class la .
ahhh...

nth to post alrdy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LINUS ! :D

2008-04-07T17:48:00.002+08:00

100 word of apology in twiitx to Millie

iie'm shho sowiie dhhat iie made euux angry two tiimes a day tuuday .
iie diidn't meant tuhh make euux angry derhx .
thiis few daes we hasn't been tokiing much, iie am jux tryiing to capture
euur attentiion bartt ii diidn't realiise it wiill cause derh anger iin euu .
andd now euu puniish mwe to wriite thiish apology letter nehxx.
jusst wanna lett euu noe dhat iie am berii touched dhat euu gave me eur
supportt when ii ran fiinish moii 2.4km.
Andd we long siince we played badmiinton tgt oredy .
ii miissh too tiimex . iie am sowiie .

wo aii nii

2008-04-07T17:01:00.005+08:00

spot hongbin's hand

guess whose butt ?!

realise the one behind hongbin is doing the same pose =x

Went Bugis with Eileen and got some model thingy la .
Dono what's that . So shuai the guy .

----------------

lalalala ~
I felt so accomplished this 2 days !

Let me start with yesterday .
I studied the whole Chapter 5 of Emath yesterday !
I normally will be lazy and studied part of it .
After that i went jogging and off to RP to buy sth for my parents .
I am so filial .
Even in the night i did a good deed . I managed to counseled a friend ! ^^

I don know how to say that kind of accomplished feeling i have .

Today, even shiock !
Got back my geo test and humanities .
Hard work do pay off .
I normally pick question and everytime got an average results for humanities
if not fail . Last week i didn't!
And geo test is the first human geo test with first attempt i passed =x
While walking home, i even did a good deed .
I help an old lady by lending her my hp to call someone and even showed her the way
to the place she wan .
I didn't follow her la jus point nia =x

waa . because see her whole body got alot of jewels sia . Plus she holding a
Guess bag =x
Hope i helped her and she will give me her ring =x LOL!

okokokok .
Enough of all these .

bye~!

MILLIE IS MY BEST FRIEND =X

2008-04-04T22:18:00.002+08:00

sushi with amelia today :D

The mouse at Sakae Sushi . SUPER CUTE !

:D

It will be happier to see your friends smile than you, smiling alone .

Millie ! Please STOP walking to some path which u never used to walk !
One more time i catch you i will chop ur legs ! =x

Busy day tomorrow .
Morning = Accompanied Zhiqi to service her phone
Afternoon = Out with the twinnie !
Night = Celebrating Lester's belated birthday with Anderlin they all !

Sunday will be kayaking again =(

It's time for me to quiet down and stop behaving like an idiot .

2008-04-02T20:18:00.002+08:00

This week is a free week !
No more of those crazy tests . Woohoo ~!
But my days are so packed all the way to Monday =(

1/4 of 2008 had past.
Life been so great this 4 month .
Nothing much to post about .

byebyebyebyebyebyebye .

2008-03-30T23:28:00.002+08:00

不要回头，不要往后看，不要去想有可能。

wtf wtf ..
Kayaking today was !@#$%^&*

1. I didn't hate kayaking as much
2. I didn't had sea sick :D
3. I capsized twice !!!

The feeling is so scary :S
But shiock ah !

I keep screaming and screaming like siao !
Shinee who is at another side of the sea told me she could hear me -.-
Our coach damn shuai sia. But got a lil attitude problem .
God is fair .

&&&&
I felt very proud of myself because in my whole life,
there's 3 things i am SUPER scare of .
Third is WATER
Second is Confessing my feelings to my parent
First is INJECTION !!!

我的三怕! LOL !

And face is burning hot !

LALALALALALALALALA ~

2008-03-29T17:17:00.006+08:00

JUMP !

Elleen flying.

I STEP! HMPH !

scary ? LOL !

Had a good chat with Elleen and Amelia !
Talking back of the past and the present and how "bad" somethings are .
tsk tsk .

Feeling very tired now and no mood to study for Amaths !

1] At what age do you wish to marry?
25-28.

2] Anyone in ur mind ?
no .

3] Who is the person you trust the most?
hmm. more than 1 how ?

4] Do you think you have enough confidence?
kinda.

5] If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
grant me another wish =x

6] Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yupp

7] What are you afraid to lose the most now?
Friends who i rely on and my family .

8] Do you believe in love at first sight?
not really .

9] If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
no . "hint hint hint" only .

10] List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
A good adviser
Being there for me most of the time
She's a PISAI ! x=

11] What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
First impression matters alot !
Must "kan de shuang" + have sense of humour + responsible

12] What feeling do you hate the most?
lonely

13] Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes but i keep making the same mistake .

14] Do you believe in God?
half half ?

15] What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My friends and families .

16] Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Nope. But a need when we grow older .

17] At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
try something new .

18] What kind of friend you hope to be in your friend's eyes?
too shy to say out .

19] Where do you see yourself in 5 years time?
aiseh . that makes me 21 ! Enjoying my life happily =x

20] the sun or shopping?
SUN ! i hate shopping .

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged.Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

2008-03-28T19:08:00.003+08:00

I AM FEELING SO HAPPY FOR NO REASONS !!!

HAHAHAHA !
DIE DIE . AM I GOING CRAZY ?!

And now it's my turn to be scolded by my LOVABLE friends
for talking too much .
I am so disappointed in them .
Elleen,Amelia,Shinee,Jean and Eileen treated my badly =(

Scolding, attitude-ing, staring, calling me to keep my mouth shut.

Oh . Only Millie treat me the best .
She didn't scold me.Only attitude me this morning w/o her realising
and only KEEP BORROWING MONEY FROM ME.
But she will pay me the next day .
Dont worry i will also remind her if she forget =x

Millie is my MAGIC .
(shinee, happy?)

Shinee's
:D

2008-03-28T16:06:00.007+08:00

OMG WHO IS THIS ?!

My birthday candle -.-

Free White Tangerine Treat from Zhiqi yesterday for my so belated bdae =x
LOL !
Oh ya ! And thanks Anderlin, Fidelis and Hilarie for last friday ! :D
Free Miss Clarity treat =x

Amelia and her bfriend =D May you last long .H

rubbish BIN and *A****K's underwear =x

wow . Thinking back, i earned so many free treat this year =x
Swenson, White Tangerine, Miss Clarity, and
my LAST Sakae Sushi next week .
Yum yum .

the fours !!
This pic is super LOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahaha !!!!
Our face. wth wth wth . hahaha !!!!
But this is the "first" pic we have initially .
So, this pic meant something to me .
muahaha

Oh ya . The Fours changed name to the nie nie club .
Elleen = Blackie
Jean = Jeannie
Amelia = Dollie
ME = Kellie
hahaha !
Just joking. awful name . hahah .

Minnie and Mickey for life
Hint hint hint =x LOL !
Enjoy ur bbq :S

Friends .

What is your definition of friends ?

Friends doesn't have to be there with you everytime
But they will be the one who will be there for you anytime .

It's when u make mistakes and they forgive you.

It's when you cry, they stood by you.
It's when you wanna give up on yourself, they lend you a support.

It's when you play under the rain and sun together.
It's when you cry together .

It's when they never give up on you.

I suddenly feels so proud to have those wonderful friends around me :D
And i am feeling so high this few days !
haha !

2008-03-26T17:45:00.009+08:00

KILL ME !

i am going to steal the ketchup

Anyone looking ?

woohoo ~!

faster zip my bag =x

HAHAHAHAHA !!! DAMN FUNNY TODAY !
I felt like an retard .

After school i was walking out with Amelia .
After crossing towards the opposide side of our school, i turned and saw eileen and
i started running hiding behind a plant ! =x
(because i am afraid she will start to say "amelia la amelia la")
ok i think only a few of us get it .LOL!

Worst was she saw me hiding behind the plant !!!
AHHHHHHHH
*SCREAM*

Kiki says she wan to use her Bangs and bang me .
LOL !!!
Go imagine that !!!

hahahahaha !!!!
Look at her face ! =x

2008-03-25T15:39:00.005+08:00

ohh baby it's raining ~~~

f*ck face =x

hongbin the fireman

brothers ! =//

twinnie =x

tico face

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Life's great !
Gonna flunk beautifully for my progress report .
Hope my father wont start nagging at me :S

Finally found back what i've lost after so long !
Life ROCKS BIG TIME !
Wooohooo ~!

AHMAD IS SUPER CUTE !
Millie, let's open a fans club for him LOL

SHAKE IT BABEH ~!

2008-03-20T23:57:00.002+08:00

HONGBIN IS AN ARTIST !
:D

2008-03-20T22:33:00.003+08:00

This time round, no need to ~~hint~~ my parent about it.
They bought for me another ice cream cake !
Woohoo ~!
Motivation camp was marvelous !
Lazy to elaborate .
hahaha

ODAC bbq today !
Damn fun . Super long didn't touch bball alrdy .
Played with those juniors . I got score ah ! pro right ? LOL
First reason i think is because i am a girl they didn't dare come very near me
another reason SOME ARE SHORTER THAN ME !
Wow ! Like finally i felt the feeling of being tall .

I think by playing bball with guys u can know roughly their character one sia .
LOL !
Millie is great !
yoyo stay sporty yeahzXzX ~

Shall end here . very tired alrdy !
oh ya before i forget, thanks hongbin and weelun for the gift !
I will collect it asap ^^
~~black still owes me sth~~
x=

2008-03-16T20:16:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO ME ! ^^

Had a wonderful birthday celebration today !
The girls just shocked me with the cake la !
Thank you so much ! :D
Especially Liuyun right ? I think she's the one coming up with this idea .
crazy girl !

Didn't manage to sleep at night and as usual, we were supposed to wake
up at 4.30am !
Shinee,Amelia,Millie,Eileen and i only manage to sleep at 3am -.-
The next morning, we went to downtown east by lorry !

We were saying we're like some prostitute sitting inside the lorry -.-
Oops .
tadpole =x

What a 16 to spent my time under the hot sun + rain + insects all around .
But it was fun !
Millie Shinee Amelia and i manage to make full use of the time
by standing under the rain with raincoat and yumseng-ing with lemon tea,
dancing , shouting and singing !
Millie the beggar .
playing with the raincoat .
Lazy to elaborate what we've done to make the 12hrs pass .
I had a super adventurous birthday man .
Enduring the hotness of the sun .
Anger + Frustration + Happy + hot + high + crazy + many other more !
But words just cant describe the fun we had ! :D
Mr Tay is nice to buy me an ice-cream =x
hahaha !

Thanks Liuyun,Rowell,Valerie(i love the cake u made for me!),Kangyi,wanling,
Shinee,Amelia,Millie,Eileen,Jingwei and many many more to spend my first few
minutes of 16 for me ! :D
Thanks for those who wishes !

&&&&&
Elleen ! Thanks for posting on my blog too ! :D
and how dare u post so many ugly pic of mine ?!?! hahaha .
Sorry didn't pick up ur call as i was away =x But i did called u back !!! *shy*
hahaha . Thanks lots ! :D

As usual, received a super sexy videos from Eileen and Millie !
wth ! Both of ur ****** super hot and sexy ah !
Weet weet =x
Every year different pattern . hahaha
Thank thank thank !

Super tired alrdy . No energy to continue anymore .
Go sleep alrdy !

2008-03-16T00:00:00.002+08:00

happy sixteenth birthday bestie yeo kelene!
祝你生日快乐, 请你快高长大 :x

lots of love, elleen (:

2008-03-15T10:51:00.006+08:00

One more day to the date, 16 and before i turn 16 .
Dont even have the excited feeling to my birthday .
awwww ..

Free swenson meal by the 2 te ! :D
Once again thank you !
I will help you guys sew back the hole in the pocket =x
LOL
Whose bigger?
S size ?
/-\

as usual, i got my cat food + dog food again .
hint hint hint hint =x
Here's a song for you 2 .

(sing to the tune of Never Had A Dream Come True)

I never had a hint come true
Till the day i found you two
Even though i pretend i've nvr give any hint,
A part of me
still wan my hint come through ~

Still can make it la hor ?
LOL ! =x

Went to Crystal Jade and Haagen Dazz to celebrate with my parents at night.
:D

2008-03-14T12:49:00.003+08:00

Kbox yesterday .
Eileen and Kevin sang the song "tian shi" together .
Awwww ~
So sweet . This songs used to be their song when they were together :O

i am going crazy .
I watch 5 movie in 3 days .
But out of the 5 movies there're only 2 movie.
confusing uh ?
ok .
Monday i watch leap yrs and sky of love
Tuesday i watch sky of love agn
wed i watch LEAP YEARS AND SKY OF LOVE AGAIN !
i am gg crazy ...

My heart was aching while watching on wed .. ahhh ..
nvm . Treat it as charity .. =(

going to meet the 2 te alrdy ! i am late .. die .
bye !

HAPPY 25TH MONTH BLACK ! :D

2008-03-10T23:36:00.003+08:00

Was supposed to do project today !

Initial plan was to catch the Leap Years at AMK hub project after that .
But was so tempted by the movies that we skipped
our project and caught Sky of Love .
Both movies were FABULOUS !

Both were as touching .
I will give it 4.5/5 stars.

Leap Years was a very well-written stories by Catherine Lim.
The storyline was great man .
&&&
Eileen was right man !
HIRO(Male lead) IS EXTREMELY HANDSOME LA !
He's like that kind of guy which every girls find it hard resist sia =x
ok . sounds a lil over here. hurhur ~
Mika(Female Lead) is very very pretty too !!!
So many people teared while watching this movie .

*SCREAM*
TOO HANDSOME ALRDY !!!
i started pulling zhiqi's hair the moment i saw him .
Poor Zhiqi .
Seriously i dont mind watching this movie for the 2nd time .

i wan a bf with white hair ...

okokok .
Millie's leaving to Tioman tomorrow !
I will wake up and msg you . Please wait for my sms !
(Hopefully my alarm clock will wake me up)

ok bye.

2008-03-09T21:32:00.002+08:00

a. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
b. Tag seven people to do the same.
c. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it".

I love JIRO
I am tall
I am lazy
I love the sound made by waves.
I wish to travel around the world !
I laugh like an angel
I love my friends

谁想做这份survey就做。

They didn't mention i cant type in chinese.

2008-03-08T14:13:00.005+08:00

Dull .

Didn't post for so many days till i have nothing to post anymore :o

I thought i will be the most free during the holidays .
But now those activities all popped out from nowhere ..
ahhhhh ..

Everybody have something, they have to leave behind .

2008-03-02T20:29:00.006+08:00

C.I.P

It was fun on the Saturday night but not during CIP !
It was around 10pm when we reached NTU .
We saw a stadium there and we started to play 4X100m relay ! LOL
Kangyi, Eileen, Millie and I
VS
Wanling, Valerie, Shinee and Liuyun
We won ! hahaha !
It was my first time running a relay at such hours .
Cool ~

Journey there .
Everyone was so damn noisy !
Especially playing the "yes" game . Ahem .
Kangyi .. .. .. Oops !

These 2 girls nvr stop comparing their .. ...

We slept in a hall .

spot the "ah lian"
brought my pillow ! Felt so comfortable with it around :D
If not i had to sleep on the hard floor . eew .

Poker Cards
I thought i would be the first to sleep that night .
But end up, i kept listening to songs and i became the last to sleep -.-
Millie and I sort of feeling high in the middle of 1am plus .
WORST WAS WE GOT TO WOKE UP AT 4AM !
damn ..
Disiao amelia while she was sleeping .
Talked crap and take "picture" pretending the ceilings are the camera -.-
Didn't manage to have a good sleep man .

Next to the CIP part .
EVERYONE OF US WERE STUCK IN THE 56 LEVEL BUIDING FOR 12HRS !
6.30am to 6.30pm !
Can u you imagine that ?
Everyone of us was indicated a level to take charge of .
So, we're taking charge of a certain floor INDIVIDUALLY FOR 12HRS !
Our jobs was to prevent the competitors to went up to the 56 floor through the lift .
LOOK ! this kind of staircase .
Luckily Millie and I were just 2 floor away .
I dont know why just now i didn't complain of the "conditions" of the place at all.
I was still sitting there doing my part
just that when the participant was running up the stairs, i was sleeping .
I think most of us was sleeping too . LOL !
I think there's still some fun during CIP too la. not so cham at least .
Guess what's the silver bright bright thing ? LOL
Competitor's hand while running up the stairs .
all the way up to 56 lvl .

oh ya !
GUESS WHAT'S SO SPECIAL ABOUT TOMORROW ?!
*hint* 3344 =x

Give up ?
Eileen and Kevin one year anniversary =x

So many random thoughts running through my mind . gahhh .

2008-03-01T15:48:00.003+08:00

Cruel facts .

Going to NTU and coming back only on sunday afterwards .
miss me miss me ! Thank you .

2008-02-29T18:06:00.002+08:00

It's when u found your goals, and u work towards it .

Sport heats today !
Tiring day man .

Today is the 29th of Feb .
Special uh.
So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
JOLENE
CHARMAINE
SULING ( did i spell wrongly? )

Haven't studied for chemistry test yet !!!
DIE !
Gonna chiong afterwards . zzz .

oh ya !
The 4s walked to the bus-stop together !!!
sound abit -.- uh
But it's rare that 4 of us can make it for outing or whatever it is . LOL
cute feeling . hohoho .

Millie
minnie
kiki

you did great today =)

2008-02-27T17:32:00.002+08:00

Over You-Chris Daughtry

Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house

What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
Fell to far, was in way to deep
I guess I let you get the best of me

Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, More than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
and spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
The day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you!

You took a hammer to these walls
dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say
When you slammed the front door shut
A lot of others opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me

Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you More than you know
I'm slowly getting closure

I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
And spending all of these these years
Putting my heart back together

It's a day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you

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Dim sum dollie tomorrow ! :D
Amelia is going to perform tmr and let's cheer for her !
Oops Oops =x
Sorry .

This week is indeed busy man !
Tomorrow going cut hair + dimsum dollie at night.
Friday, Sports heat, Odac and test after school !
Saturday, mock exam in the morning and at night going to overnight at NTU !
Millie ! Remember to bring our cute pillow =x
Overnight all the way till Sunday night for CIP !

BUT
No time to study for tests !
zzz .

Boring post today .
No inspiration uh . hahaha .

2008-02-26T16:00:00.005+08:00

Police Report

Hi Inspector Tan,

I am Kailin standing at a height of 151cm . I am 15 going 16 this year . I was born in the year of monkey . I wan to make a report of MOLEST . It happened after my school assembly while i was walking back to class with Rowell .

I was walking and laughing happily . Everything was perfect when rowell started flirting to me . I sensed something went wrong after that . All i know is the next moment, she started touching my back ! :O

I was so frightened that i ran all the way to my class =(

2008-02-24T19:51:00.004+08:00

innocent face . Together with his brother.
mwahahaha !

no motivation to study for geo test tomorrow !
Been slacking and slacking man.
Gahhh . human geo suck .

i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang !
look at the 4 pictures .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EILEEN ! :D

i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang !i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang ! i love eileen ang !

sorry dont scold me . i love you .

Thanks to my bored .

2008-02-24T16:11:00.002+08:00

是不是承认了, 我从才会比较快乐?

樱野3加1 is so damn nice !
MingDao is so shuai la ! Looks younger in that show. hoho !
I have been neglecting my Jiro for 2weeks ! :o
because i missed 2 episode of 恶作剧2吻 =z

Sec4 life is going very fast.
Look at your calendar now and it's February .
Do you still remember the first day of school ?
Within a week, it's gonna be March .

Went Zhiqi's house yesterday and play daidi .
i won $2.50 =x
Both of them lost to me . hahaha !

What's the date today ah ???
24th ?? 25th ??
ahh .
Yes ! and PE tmr ! :D

2008-02-23T23:40:00.000+08:00

Life is fragile .

so, treasure and take good care of it :D

2008-02-23T16:33:00.002+08:00

OMGOMGOMG !!!
I SAW JJ AGN !!!!!!!!!
DATE : 23/2/08
DAY:SATURDAY
TIME : 4.27PM
VENUE: IN FRONT OF BLOCK 121C

OMGOMGOMG !!!
Here's the process .

Before alighting from bus 62, Amelia and I was saying that wow .
Going to 4.29pm alrdy (the time i saw him that day)
After that i was telling amelia that i should go back to that bus-stop again
to see whether i saw him .
But Amelia reminded me that it was a saturday today !
BUT after walking to 121C, i saw a figure which looked like him !!!
he walked super fast man .
So i ran to catch up his speed =x
wtf . He walked up the LRT. So i am smart enough to climb up the stairs
so that i can confirm whether isit him .

LOL LOL LOL !!!
Hyper sia !
After that i ran all the way home .
Suddenly got the energy to run 10km !!! omg =x

Haha . ok . i am just crazy over him only. i dont like him . LOL

&&&&&&&&
MY JIRO MIGHT BE COMING TO SINGAPORE DURING MARCH !
HAHAHAHAHAHA !!!
OH MAMA DAMN IT ! LOL LOL LOL !!!
BUT not confirm yet =x
Hope he will come and pay me a visit =x

enough of my "hua chi"
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Proper posting .

hurhur ~
Flag Day today !
4e2 had a bad location ! But overall everything still went on smoothly .

Nothing much to post already !
BYE :D

2008-02-21T23:49:00.003+08:00

hurhur ~

Life is so smooth this few days :D

I've been taking many tests very lightly this few days .
Oh ya ! I FINALLY DROPPED TO COMBINE SCIENCE !
^^
Conferencing now and talking back about the 2007 class chalet .
Miss those times man.
27th November :D
look at Rowell ! =x

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1. saw that attitude . ha
2.Just remain like this ?
3. i wanna go 3 places !!
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easy going :)

2008-02-20T22:14:00.006+08:00

Off to Pasir ris with "bestie" and "twin" ! =D

kicked by black =x

Elleen and I beating eileen =x

huan huan ai =x

artistic?

apple ?

failed attempt =x

cute bird

the ke's

mangrove tree

Kick =x

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Millie says : I find out that "M" in the ABC is the 13th alphabate !

2008-02-19T17:08:00.003+08:00

GUESS WHAT ?!
I SAW JJ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JITB !
TIME : 4.29PM
VENUE: OUTSIDE NSPS BUS-STOP
DATE : 19TH FEB
DAY: TUESDAY

omgomgomgomgomg .. he alighted from bus 85 !!!!
November,December, January and February i saw him !!!
hahahhahahaha !!!
he directly walked pass him man ! i didn't realise until i lift up my head.
*SCREAM*
i think he pierced his left ear hole !

butbutbut i not so crazy over him already !
because he looked so beng =(
Not as cute as he used to alrdy.
BUT HE STILL AS GUAILAN ! SUPER CUTE PLEASE !

damn man .
缘分总爱对人开玩笑 !
feel like seeing him, cannot see.
dont want to see him, i saw him -.-
LOL !!!
hahahahaha . anyway, not so crazy over him already .
haha !

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omg .. ODAC CIP fall on my birthday !!!
tsk tsk tsk ! poor kailin.

Still struggling whether to drop to combine science or not .
I think i should give myself a chance and think thoroughly instead
of running away .
Thanks to Zhiqi and Millie for your opinion !
Greatly appreciated ! =D

Conference yesterday !
I gotta admit Zhiqi and Weelun make a good couple man !
"bye laogong!"
"bye laopo !"
ahem =x

Didn't see kiki for like 2 days already !!!
Saw ur blog. Hope you're alright by now :)

2008-02-18T21:06:00.000+08:00

I AM STILL NOT ENOUGH SCOLDING HER !!!

SHE CAME INTO MY ROOM JUST NOW AND I FELT SUPER DISGUSTED AGN !

AT LEAST BETTER NOW .

BECAUSE SHE LEFT MY HOUSE ALRDY !

SHE STILL GOT THE CHEEK TO SAY THE SIZE OF MY SHOE IS SMALL !

WTFWTF ! LEG SO BIG FOR WHAT !?

U THIS FAT BITCH !

ok . forget it.

not like i am facing her everyday (LUCKILY)

LALALA ~!

seems so far away but yet, so close to your heart

ta-dah!i came up with this sentence when sms-ing .

Felt so high after thinking this phrase out =x

LOL !!!

ok i am going crazy .

2008-02-18T19:42:00.004+08:00

I AM FEELING SO DAMN DISGUSTED BY ONE OF MY MOTHER'S FRIEND'S DAUGHTER !
I HOPE SHE LEAVE MY HOUSE LIKE RIGHT NOW ?!
I FEEL SO DISGUSTED AND I WANT TO VOMIT SEEING HER !
SHE'S SITTING BESIDE ME WHEN I'M AVOIDING
HER AND SHE SO SUPER ACT CHIM TO ME
TALK WHAT CRAP TO ME .
SAY WHAT P.GEO P.LIT THEORY TO ME AND TELLING
ME HOW PRO HER P.LIT IS !
BEFORE SHE CONTINUES ANYMORE I JUST HURRIED FINISHED OFF
MY DINNER AND WENT BACK INTO MY ROOM.
SHE IS NOW TALKING SO LOUDLY IN MY HOUSE AS IF THAT IS HER HOUSE !
WTF .
I HAD NEVER WANT ANYONE TO LEAVE MY HOUSE UNTIL I MET HER.
FROM YOUNG, THE SIGHT OF HER MAKES ME PUKE !
SHE THINK SHE GOT THE RIGHT TO TELL ME ALL THOSE
FCUKING STUPID LOGIC OF HERS WHEN SHE IS YOUNGER THAN ME !
STOP SHOWING OFF UR FUCKING KNOWLEDGE TO ME !
SHE MAKES ME STUCK INSIDE MY ROOM AND CANT WALK
AROUND AT HOME !
PLEASE LEAVE MY HOUSE RIGHT NOW . I AM GOING TO EXPLODE .
DAMN HER !

okok . time to chill . ARGHHHH !
AHHH BUT SHE IS JUST SIMPLY SOOO IRRITATING !
MY MOTHER STILL CALL ME TO TALK TO HER.
WTF !
I RATHER THEY LEFT ME ALONE IN SAHARA DESERT THEN
TO TALK TO HER !
AHHHHHHH ! GET LOST OF MY SIGHT MAN !

okokokok ... really got to chill .
kailin, don waste such time on such ARROGANT people !!!
ahhh .

ok . vent finish .

&&&&&
MILLIE ! CHEER UP ! 24/7 FOR U :D
ANYTIME WHEN U WAN TO RANT =D

2008-02-17T15:04:00.002+08:00

All the while, Elleen was the most normal and a "fine" lady .
But today, i realise 我看错她了!
After having a stead for 2months, she getting more hornier and pervertic
than before .
oh my.
How Leslie suffers.

I still realise Charmaine is behaving somewhat a bit like me alrdy !
oh my .
Amelia another one . that one hopeless alrdy !
She's far more worst than me . omg ..

What is this world going on man =x

2008-02-17T11:16:00.006+08:00

Watched L changed the world with Eileen yesterday !
Death note and Death note 2 was more worth watching than this .
but L is still as cute !

After that went to my grandmother birthday celebration .
I realise for my father's side cousin, there's none i talked to .
I wasn't close with anyone of them =/
There's even one when one of my cousin approached and say hi to me
& guess what i reply ?
i say " who r u ah?"
OMG man . I totally cant recalled who is she but just look so familiar.
But i recalled after a while =x

TA-DAH !
my favourite maple leaf !
I don't know why i like this leaf alot but just felt very happy upon seeing it.

Something seems to be bothering me this few days .
oh my oh my .

somethings just nvr left.

2008-02-15T15:21:00.007+08:00

7hours.

Some left over pictures of yesterday !
The valentine "gift" we exchanged .
The guys are so sweet to put one pathetic sweet inside with soooo many
newspaper wrapping :0
Anyway, it's quite funny . hahaha !

nice view

yx kanna taupok ! LOL

HAPPY TOTAL DEFENCE DAY !
Today lesson was fun ! Almost all the lesson was very slack .
Laughed and laughed and i made someone angry !
omg .. nvm . she forgive me alrdy :D

So many test coming up to study !

5 test next week . omg ..
No mood to study ..........................................

next, presenting the tallest couple !
170cm + 180cm = 350cm

wtf . 2times of my height -.-

2008-02-14T22:33:00.006+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY !
&&& 2 years with BESTIE BLACK !

This year valentine was fun ! :D
A very different from last year .

First, being the organizer was very tough job indeed.
Almost cancelled the whole thing but i shold be more responsible .
hurhur ~
Sorry for being a poor organizer HOR WEELUN ?!

ok. First, everyone meet at compass and off we headed to Pasir ris park !
Played Captain's ball with
Millie,Eileen,Dingxuan,Weelun and Samuel in my group.
and we challenged
Kevin,Yinxian,Zhiqi,Amelia,Jiaqi and Hongbin.
We lost ! ( They have forgotten out forfeit =x )

Headed to Chomp Chomp after that !
Most of us are not single after today =s
We've 4 couples today !
Zhiqi and Weelun
Eileen and Hongbin
Charmaine and Yinxian
and of course, the sweetest ME AND KEVIN !

Most of us even took couples pictures !
Zhiqi and Weelun really like real couple !
I shall post their loving pictures when i have it .

the worst part isn't here.
After boarding the bus,
TA-DAH !

&&&& Eileen and Zhiqi saw me being so "sweet"
with kkxx,
they ... ..

-.-

nvm ..
see, zhiqi must have force MY kevin to take picture with him .
nvm ,
we're still good friend ! :D

It's very funny seeing those "fake couple" acting like real stead !
Shan't elaborate more ah ! Lazy type .

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.
.
.

anyway,

TA-DAH !
we're still the sweetest

2008-02-13T20:42:00.008+08:00

*edited post*
旧情人给的问候比陌生人还要尴尬。

THOSE COMING TMR PLS MEET 3.30PM AT COMPASS 7-11 !
Called amelia when u guys reach.
Zhiqi, Millie and I will meet u guys there .
We'll be playing treasure hunt at PP so will be renting bic .
PLEASE RMB TO BUY A GIFT IN CASE U FORGET

Stolen his picture from his blog =x
omg . isit a illegal ?
haha

okay . Tmr is valentine day .
Last year, one CUTE person dropped a small gift into my
locker w/o me knowing .
i wonder if this year that CUTE person will dropped sth agn or not.
ahem . *hint hint*

&&&&

HAPPY 2YRS TO BESTIE IN ADVANCE ! :D

fslnh,whsxzn.

2008-02-12T19:15:00.000+08:00

SINGLE OUTING !
PLEASE RMB TO BRING ONE SMALL GIFT AT ANY PRICE.
(in case u guys forget it's written
on the "consent form" which u all signed)
More detailed will be given tomorrow !
For more information, you can contact me or Millie :D

Those who want to come can also contact me and Millie.
Those who want to back out like JEAN,please tell me also !
I DON CARE JEAN U MUST COME !

hurhur ~

2 yrs with bestie and valentine in like 2 days ?
hahahaha !

Today chinese period was so fun !
Xie laoshi played with us a game where zhiqi do the action and we need to
guess which chenyu isit . LOL !

i mind i mind i still mind i dont mind .

2008-02-11T22:15:00.000+08:00

i wanna seat the flyer !!!
But the ticket is full and need wait for 3mths !!! =(((((((((((((((
ahhhhhhhhhhhh .

nvm. I WAIT !
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ..

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best memory huh ???

2008-02-11T16:01:00.000+08:00

Valentine in just 3 more days !
hoho !

Touch rugby today was once again fun !
Not as fun as previous time but at least we managed to taupok charmaine =x
I jumped up on everyone !
Cool :D

2008-02-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

Gambled at Patrick's house was fun !
(Especially the part where everyone have nice pictures to see =x )
ok joking .

Cabbed back home around 5+ with lester, Elleen and Charmaine .
Sent Elleen and Charmaine off to 88 bus-stop after
that i run back home =x

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Today !
Bused down to my aunt's house again to gamble !
i won $12 :D
After that went back home rot rot rot rot rot
and went to play pool with patrick and elleen :D
Saw eileen ang ku kueh too ^^

2008-02-08T20:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CNY EVERYONE !

ok . late by one day . but today is still new year :D

The day before new year,
went to Chinatown with Valerie,Kangyi, Jasmine, Millie, Amelia and Liuyun !
the whole packet of sweet cost just 5 bucks !
Amelia sntach for those sweets until she perspire =x
boo ! did i scare u ? =x
Ang ang ang =/
my RED INDIAN school shoe.
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After reunion dinner, i was sent off by my parent to my aunt's house :o
how sad .
Went to temple in the morning and watch CJ7 in the evening .
The movie was funny . 3 star .

Zander
due to my bored-ness

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Today !
Took 136 ALONE early in the morning back home
and headed to melancholy's(millie) house !
Gambled and gambles.
Woohoo ~! i won ! muahahahah !

Going to Patrick's house after that with the others ! :D

2008-02-04T23:19:00.000+08:00

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
THEY CANNOT BE TOGETHER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

cutting nehji mission tml ! Ready eileen ? Ready Millie ?

2008-02-04T20:34:00.000+08:00

One good news and one bad news .
so, the bad news first, JJ gg have stead =x (haha ok know it long ago)
Good news, potato and his wife had broken up =x
Ok . i sound very evil .
i was just joking about it .

TODAY !
TOUCH RUGBY WAS EXTREEEEEEMEEELYYY FUN AND FUNNY !
i laughed all the way until i felt like there's blood in my brain.
nao chong xue u know u know .
felt v giddy after laughing so much !

Mark's hair was extremely funny when he ran !

Koon How was so damn funny when he get hold of the ball !

Patrick and lester fell down ! =x (which i almost did too)

I was being stucked in between dont know how many guys when i get hold
of the ball and someone there hit my nose ! Damn pain.

Millie is a great defender la ! You did great ok :D
So cool ^^

Most importantly, kevin accidentally touched my waist while playing =x
I wonder if he did it on purpose.
ok joking .

Having new year mood now ! :D
Hope this year will have more gambling session !

WTH . saw someone pic which millie told me to look at it.
1. make up . tsk tsk ! unnatural . u fail .
2. looks so unlike of you. Pic must be edited ! fail u .
3. Look too bitchy . dont suit ur style . fail u again.
4. Alrdy nehji-less still wan show off . tsk tsk tsk !
Not very sexy . U FAILED !

=x
ok . i sound so bad today =x
dont mean it anyway . haha

J
I
T
B
=(

2008-02-03T00:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHINEE !

2008-02-02T12:28:00.000+08:00

MAHJONG IS ADDICTED !
ok . my wawa seems to be naked now =(